A moral dilemma

What is it coming to? This place we call safe has not proven itself to be.
This action performed by one has shaken four others and thrown us off for the rest of the year.
Where is this person now? What are they doing? Are they in okay?
My head is filled with these questions.
My mind races for and answer so I don't look like an ass.
It's better to tell, no, don't betray them.
You're safe here, no there's a pair of scissors in the room, and it's cutting some flesh.
You can trust the environment, no there's blood and it's fresh.
How do you feel, I don't know.

Grey

A grey cloud hangs over your head.
A grey scarf flaps in the wind where the little girl used to be.
A grey goose is sipped sullenly by a broken man.
A dirty grey bandage covers her broken hand.
A grey fleck mars the quality of his work.
In the shadows grey things lurk.
Eyes unblinking,
Claws unfiled,
Fangs unclean,
Bodies unpleasant,
Foul stench of their unholy existence messing with you
Getting in your head
Nagging you
Keeping you awake at night.
Until you realize, the negative opinion is giving by the person with the negative view of themselves.

Male speaker 1

As one of you may know I was doing the optimist speech thingamaboblodiglat, and I had a very... Different speech. So guess what, I won. Over someone from our school and this dude mike. Another girl from our school won too, kodename vic. So I get a hundred bucks and a nice medal, and more chances for more money, so yay.
I went tubing the other day and decided once to go face-first on my stomach, down a giant icehill. I was flying down, it was amazing. Down and faster I went and I realized my dad was going to be in the way. So he moved just ever so quickly and saved some serious injury. The sad thing is that there was his tube behind him so I collided with that instead and went flying twenty feet rolling in a flurry of yells and joy. I got up and three my Arms in the air in celebration. Good day.